One month and a week of exams, finally done. 19 papers down. Only the results to go. I don't really know how I feel about it. Sort of mixed, I guess.
Realising that it was the last exam I'd ever be sitting for as an SMSS student was a little saddening. Realising that it was the last time I'll ever be with my classmates as a whole was disheartening. Realising that it's the very last time I'll be sitting on the blue/green chairs with mismatched tables filled with scribbles and writings was a little.. weird.
I'm just really used to the surroundings. I've been in that school for 10 years, what do you think?
10 years is not long compared to others who have been there since kindergarten. I feel as if I've gotten as much experience as everyone else though.. Except for going to kindergarten and the kindergarten graduation... I never got to graduate from kindergarten :P
It will be really weird, not walking to school anymore.. All my primary and secondary school life, I've been walking to school.. Whenever I forget something, I'd just run home to get it. Whenever I needed something or someone needed something, I'd just run home to get it. I'd go to school whenever I want for whatever reason there is without any transportation problems or anything..
I guess I'll just have to get used to it... Maybe it'd be a little hard to get used to since I've been doing the same things for so many years, but I'll manage.
Like I've said before, I'll miss my classmates the most. I dare say that they're the best classmates I've ever had throughout my primary and secondary school years. I don't know where else I would find such classmates; caring, nice, kind, responsible, etc etc etc. Whatever good traits you can think of, they have it ;)
Whenever I'm feeling blue, these classmates of mine would never fail to put a smile on my face. They're by far the best people I've ever met in my life. You can't help but to smile when you see all the smiles on their faces when you walk into class. The simplest wave or "good morning" makes me feel.... I don't know, it just makes me feel .. better? It's like... they sprinkle a little sunshine on you and make your day better.
They send out warm fuzzies! :))
Whenever I'm feeling really stressed, I don't know why, but they seem to give me the strength to carry on with things. I'm not sure if it's just me, or the smiles on the faces of my classmates just gives you the assurance, that everything is okay, or something.
I don't know why I feel like that.. but I just do.
The friendships we have mean every little thing to me.
In Year 11C, I feel as if everyone cares for one another. Just like one big happy family. A really big family comprising different races, nationalities, religions, views, opinions, whatsoever. No one seems as if all they care about is themselves.
I feel really comfortable being around them, as if nothing could go wrong. They just give me that.. secure feeling. I might not be close to each and everyone of them to a great extent, but it's close enough to know that they're really nice people who really care. (Oh gosh, I'm typing "really" a lot)
I will never ever forget the times we've spent together, all the laughters we shared.. The endless practices we had for the talent show is by far the best memory I've had with you guys. I'm really lucky to have met these amazing people and gotten the chance to know them well.
Being in Year 11C makes me a happy fluffy positive bunny :P Lalalalala.
YES, I know my eyes are closed and I look weird. But everyone else look good in this picture compared to the other one, so yeah. Not everyone in my class are in this picture, but most of them are. Missing people? Yvonne, Michelle, Kinky, Jenifer and Ashira (Yeah I know the one there is Aneesa. HAHA)
We MUST MUST MUST take pictures on graduation! The whole class :))
I'll be filling my blog with faces of Year 11 graduates :) Hehe. Too bad Aneesa, Ashira and Jasilah won't be joining us for graduation.
I'll miss my classmates so so much. I've met the most amazing people ever there :(
[After typing everything, I realised that I've typed about everyone in class. Heheeee. You can skip it if you want to] [The top part starts with how much I'll miss them and the rest are more of describing them.. HAHAHAHA] --- I got tired typing half way, maybe you should skip it. HAHA, really- My vocabulary is super limited and I described almost everyone as nice... It's really late right now and my brain is quite dead, what do you expect?? :P
I'm going to miss my best friends, my seat mates a lot; Christy and Charlene.. and both of them are leaving me in Brunei next year... :'( I can talk to them about anything and everything.. Must keep in touch with them no matter what!! Internet, this is where you come in.
Christy will always be that really cute girl who stresses herself out a lot when it comes to exams. I'll miss her to the utmost extent and even though I've only known her for 4 years, I feel as if I've known her all my life. I really like being around her, she makes me feel loved and comfortable. Hehehe, you know you love me. I love you too ;) ♥
Charlene will always be that crazy girl who has the most psychotic ideas and plans, EVER :P She's the one who goes "OOOOOOOOO" and "HEHEEHE" fantasising about guys. HEHE. Right right? She's crazy and I love her craziness. <3 And of course, I love her.
I've been classmates with Carrie for 10 years straight; classes without her would be pretty weird. Can you imagine that? Classmates for 10 years... I'm surprised that she isn't sick of seeing me :P HEHE. Like she said just now, we would have to find something common between us to talk about in the future.. We'd be taking different exams, different classes, different everything.. 10 years of friendship, very valuable k. :) I'll miss this crazy girl. Most of my primary and secondary memories revolve around her.
LAI. The girl who thought I was from China the first time we met in 2007!! HAHA. Our friendship started with cross-stitching.. and then we became classmates... then neighbours.. I'm gonna miss hearing her scream and I'm gonna miss walking to school with her. I'm going to miss my TV Series buddy! HAHA. I think we're currently the only ones going crazy downloading TV shows to watch.. :P It's okay, I'll still be able to see her a lot, I'll just bang on her door :P
Ruby booby looby hehe. She should feel special because I gave her a special name here. HEHE. I don't know when I met her but I've heard her name a zillion and one times before actually really knowing her :P What?! Our school is tiny! She has the sweetest smile ever and also the best dancer I know personally ;) I admire her (and actually all the Dance Synergy members) for being able to juggle between dancing and studies; all the performances, rehearsals and everything, just WOW. She's also one of the nicest people I know! I felt like I got to know her quite well, hmm. Hehe. This girl is leaving us for the Philippines. Please don't forget me, I'll miss you ):
Yvonne, a friend of mine since I was tiny. I never thought that we would ever be classmates since she was a level above me, but we ended up being classmates anyway. Michelle, sue-er #1, I met her in 2008.. Yvonne, Michelle, Jacqueline and I sort of made this weird -ER company thing.. I don't remember who started it.. Yvonne and Michelle are the Sue-ers, I was the Many-zer, Jacqueline was a ... I don't remember, and Lai who eventually joined was the Clean-er (wtf). I remember that stupid red indian dance thing we do on that metal thinggy in school... HAHA. Ah, fun times.
Kinky, a member of the k-pop fanatics group which comprises of Carrie, Yvonne, Michelle, Kinky and Lai.. I'll miss seeing her, hehe. I'll miss hearing them crazy girls go crazy about K-pop stars :))
Myka, Jasmine, Romi. The names I've heard of a lot when I was in primary, but I never got to know them. I finally got the chance to and they're one of the funnest people to be around :)) I remember the time we started randomly singing High School Musical songs in class when there weren't any teachers around, and Year 11B thought we were doing High School Musical for the talent show :P They have the best vocabulary I know. Hehe. I'll miss being around them.
Jenifer, I met her in 2007 when I was in PDS Jangsak for extra classes for PSR. I'll miss her cat-eyes ;)
Jasilah, all I know is that she's really cute in her own little ways, she's smart and she's nice. I never got to know her that well because I usually don't know what to say and our conversations usually turn into awkward silences. I'll miss having her around :(
Swetha.. I met this girl in 2008 with Lai during the walkathon. We didn't know who each other were, we just randomly talked and ended up sort of being friends. I didn't get to spend much time with her, but I'm sure I'll miss her all the same :)
Aneesa and Ashira, the twins I was once seat mates with. If you've read my blog long enough, you should know that there was once I was asked to sit in between both of them. I felt as if I was killing the whole twin-y thing :P They're really quiet and shy people.. And I felt very proud because I could tell both of them apart in my second month of meeting them, wtf. HEHE. They're also leaving Brunei, I'll miss them and maybe I'll get to see them soon when I go back to Singapore :))
Gary, the guy who calls himself my best friend :P I don't know what to write about him, there's nothing good about him. HAHAHAHA. I'm just kidding, don't kill me. The most ticklish guy I know. Try poking him, it'll send him flying or coming at you, poking you. A really caring person who gets paranoid A LOT and thinks a little too much about almost everything. He understands me a lot and I'm pretty sure I won't forget this guy. Nice, caring, and annoying at times :P Hehe, don't kill me. O:) He's a good friend, a good listener, a guy who apologises way too much for no reason. He's a pessimistic at times and he's a worrier. He may not know it, but he is, really. (You asked me to be honest. I'm being honest.) I will not miss you, Gary, just kidding, I will. :P
Ng, the very very tall guy! His niceness, politeness, and over-friendliness is intriguing. People joke around and call him Yao Ming. :P A really cute guy who happens to be really really smart. His over-politeness made him cute. HAHA. :)) I remember the one time we went out during the fasting month, he drank water in public, realised that it was the fasting month, and started apologising frantically. He's really caring and nice, yep. Nice is the word to describe him. He also makes people feel very secure, maybe it's the height. Haha. I'll miss you, tall dude :')
Ho, the guy who is good in anything which has to do with numbers. I am serious. He's the one who calls me for no apparent reason, or just to talk. He knows that I'm lazy. He's really honest. He's really good with numbers. He's really nice. He's really kind. He's really caring. He's Ho. During the qualifying exams, I was disheartened because of A.Maths paper, and he sent me a message saying "Hello. Are you okay? Don't be sad, you did your best already". Sweet or not I ask you??! I have the best classmates ever. I'll miss you very muchie, Ho :D
Lim, the guy my mum finds really handsome. *_* He thinks that my smile is dangerous because it distracted him from playing poker on Facebook once. I find him funny, and just Lim. :) It's hard to figure out what's going on in his mind.. He vandalised my palm once, and it was the best memory I've had with him yet. HAHA. He hates me for glowing when I put my head on the table to sleep or something when we have free time. You don't have to know what I mean :P Will miss this curly wurly wavy hair dude~
Hazim, the only Bruneian in my class (Not trying to be nationalist(is there such a thing??) here) He's part Chinese, very very very distantly, and I speak to him in Chinese at times. HAHA. He ALWAYS pesters me to update my blog. He can't be described :P I'll miss you, Zim.
Koo, pretty quiet. He's actually really nice when you get to know him and when you talk to him. Hehe. I guess he gets stressed out a lot, and stuff. I don't exactly know him that well, he's like a conundrum, really. In Year 8, people used to call him Kung Fu Panda. I'll miss Kung Fu Panda :D
Kelvin, honestly I really don't know him that well (I'm a failed friend HAHA). Last time, the only thing I chatted with him about on MSN was school work and homework. HAHA. He's really shy...... if you don't know him, but fun to be around if you know him. I will miss his dimples, and him. :P
Matthew, I've known this guy since I don't know when, Primary 3 or 4? I used to bully him a lot.. Carrie and I used to bully him and Dandel to be exact... Ah, good memories (Nope, not really). He's nice (Heck! Everyone in my class is nice!) The dude who was as tall as me in Primary 6 but suddenly shot up like a bamboo shoot and became really tall. I will miss his... tallness. Hehe.
Hufailin. I didn't know this guy well, and I still don't! He shows his teeth a lot and he's really competitive, in a way. He got a new name this year, Hafilin! HEHE. He's a really curious person, and quite witty too! Will miss having him around :))
YES, I know I typed "I'll miss....." behind EVERY SINGLE PARAGRAPH. I didn't really intend to type out such a long post at first, but I ended up doing so anyway. At first, I only typed about Christy, Charlene and Carrie, but it wouldn't be fair because I'll miss EVERYONE :( Like a lot.
I can't believe it's all ending.
Graduation rehearsals at 5pm later on! Graduation tomorrow, 20/11/2011.
I can't wait for graduation, and at the same time, I don't want it all to end.
I've just got too many good memories that I want to hold on to.
Love, Sheena.
P.S. I'm starting classes at ISB really really soon! I just finished O Levels and I'm going to start stressing myself out with IB. Gulp. Pretty excited for it though!! :)
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